Oh hello!
Hey Lorves. Tag before you leave!
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Talking hatred or love?
Thursday, August 28, 2008
The phone's on fire. On fire with the passion of your voice. Shit. I hate it when it goes this way. I am trying hard to let you go. Trying hard to say goodbye. Forget it. Seriously forget it.
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Goodbye? Not yet.
Monday, August 25, 2008
 My memory's failing me. Dang! I cant seem to see what's really going on with life. He left. Everyone left. I quit. I quit S.H. Training's on tmr and the day after next. I'm really freakin tired with life. Can daddy bring me back to where i truely belong? Well. I will blog more maybe on tmr or something? Packing my room now. Realised that i've truck loads of childhood belongings. Throwing the majority away. Haha. Plus, found lots of Barbie items. I must be Barbie crazed when i was young. Lol. What about now? Aiya. Threw lots lots lots bags of stuff away. Anyway, I wanna get a new phone right after i work!
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Kill me. Cupid Killed me.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
 Bang Bang. She hit the ground. I cut bangs. LOL. Shall see the ugly me soon. I so hate myself. I so hate her. She ruined me. To D, You are missing from my life already. The whole entire part of you. I dunno why. You chose to let me now dear, And. I dunno why. WHY WHY WHY?
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Boring day indeed.
Friday, August 15, 2008
 Out with Haute today.
Love her lots.
Lunched at Eighteen Chefs and now,
XZ and K are at my house.
Slacking the way through.
Home today.
Prayers tonight.
Lost to blog.
Anyways,
CHACE CRAWFORD's DARN HOT!!!
FAINTS!!!I'm gonna make you another puzzle, And, I'm gonna draw u a story book. :)
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Is beautiful the word?
Lovely day today.
I dunno why.
I like the measurements part.
Plus, the sudden meeting with Kayla.
Aiya. It's love la.
Thank God mommy was nice to let me chill with K.
Headed for Haji lane.
Cam-whored the shit out of us.
Tired's the word.
K's so vain.
So vain....
Right, K?
OH YA OH YA!
That's a hottie in Haji.
SO CUTE LURH!!!
I must be crazy...
LOL.
Dating My Heart, Cheng later.
One word to describe how i'm feeling now.
EXCITED!
Heh Heh.
Chatted with Zac online a moment ago.
He's like so badly missed by me.
It's been donkey years since i met him.
Lucky for him. He's wow wow-ing in Orlando now.
ENVIES!
Later on,
In the morning, like finally after many days and many nights,
I'm gonna get my phone repaired.
Thank you Kayla for being so ON. LOL.
I am so so so tired now.
5 hours yesterday.
Black eyed Lindis is so gonna be on the list next.
Goodnight peepurl.
I MISS D!
Wishing you have a good day at work tmr, Baby. Use the killer smile of yours to warm all hearts, Darling. Let the sales flood in to your arms. You can do it, D!
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Bad girl.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
 Oh god.
I just returned from a job interview with DFS.
I was so darn nervous.
The interviewers could hear my shivers.
I pray hard hard for this job.
I want to be a bad girl.
I want to learn to be bad.
CHEERS!
Since i am not worth to do anything darn thing anymore,
Might as well, enjoy life to the max right?
Dont worry. I aint gonna smoke or grab a tattoo.
I just wanna have fun.
D's not free. Working's the reason.
See! Everyone's got a job.
i want to quickly grab one as well.
English Oral next thursday.
I'm in such a dilema. Thinking to go for it or not.
I have got dyed hair. How???
Shucks lurh.
I miss D. I miss D so badly.
Lindis, Lindis,
please quickly get a job.
Stop being so addicted to online shopping.
To admit, i've already spent a bomb.
Hate life when i have nothing to do but spend.
My bank account is like left with SO LITTLE MONEY!
Faints...
I'm dating Cheng this friday.
I miss her so much, so much that I feel so like hugging her.
Aiya. I miss D the most lurh.
Shucks! Darn it.
There i go again.
Sorry... Being very emotional is just sooo me.
I so wanna wispher a prayer to My Papa now.
"Dear God, please bless me with the F1 job.
Please... I wanna work so badly.
Not for the money, but to kill time.
Oh Father, grant me the best you want to bless me...
Thank you God.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen. "
Keep me in prayers, okie?
I WANT THE F1 JOB SO BADLY!!!
AND! I MISS D LIKE FOREVER?
Burhahaha... There's million of things i so wanna do now.
I wanna go Bungee jumping,
take up Korean lessons,
Pick up driving,
go to a Gay club and chill,
get the F1 job,
visit Eme,
catch up with Pp,
and friends,
Kbox,
have dinner with D,
go taiwan,
shop the hell shit outta me,
watch the next season of GG,
go Chiong,
do facial,
be an air stewardess; Aiya. Darn lots of things i wanna do.
How? Time is running out.
Money is the main crucial killer.
Lindis is gettting so MATERIALISTIC.
Darn Lindis.
I cancelled my name from the future.
You know you know, I love you till the end. Labels: Date with Cheng, English oral, F1 interview, Job hunt, Misses, Things i so wanna do
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Question me.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
 Happy Or Sad? I dunno. A1? L.K.S called. Meeting him on monday. I hope i will be strong. I broke the news to D. No replies. Nothing. Shit!
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thinking. n. thinking.
Monday, August 11, 2008
 Shit. Sudden thinking of death again. Negative thoughts are flooding in like waters gushing through the dams. I feel so down. Everyday is a gloomy day.
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Pumkin pie for Dee.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
 I want to hold your hand.
DEE DEE DEE!
LOL.
I must be crazy now.
Everyone's in love.
I mean everyone.
Except for my "dear" and me.
D's cold. As usual.
He got a little better recently,
But, still cold.
I showed him the secret between me and him.
I wonder does he still remember not.
Break the news about dropping studies.
Everyone's shocked!
Is it really that horrible?
I expected it, and knew i would have to face these critics.
Well, Whatever it is,
I hope D will just be there for me.
D, i hope you are reading this.
You know what's going on.
Really, u do.
Plus. To S.P,
you are equally important to me.
As a dear friend.
I brought you out of your agony,
and i dont expect you to fall right back to the same old trap.
Please. She's so over!
So so so darn over!
Life will still be going on,
be it with her, or not.
I want you to learn to be strong.
One day i may pass away.
I cant be there for u always.
The one thing i want to see from you,
is INDEPENDENCE.
Learn to learn the hard way.
That's what i did.
You give me courage.
You grant me guts.
You bless me with the will to fight all odds.
SO! I hope,
I am the one, that is providing you the motivation power to live on.
D, dont get me wrong here.
S.P is like a sister to me.
OH GOSH!
Whatever whatever whatever!
What the hell am i blogging?
It's getting so out of sense.
Full of pathetic nonsense.
Aiya! Life is sucky.
Life's chaos!
CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS!
My brother is MENOPAUSING right now.
Super sickening.
I miss D uber badly.
AND! I miss Charm, Cheng, Kayla, S.P, PP, Jas equally as well.
AIYA! I sometimes wish i can teleport and appear beside everyone.
I heart all of you. So much so much!
Especially, C and D.
HEEE HEEE HEEEE!
Tell you a secret tonight.
I laid my heart to D.
Single sided love. ]:
I want to write him a love song.
In the break of the dawn.
God, please grant my midnight wish to come true again.
Make him call me at 1 plus am.
Just let me hear his voice,
for i miss him till the end...
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It's August the 8 in the Year 08.
Friday, August 8, 2008
 I Like the date today. i like the day today. LOL. It's 888 ppl. Go buy lottery. Confirm will strike. WTH. This morning i was telling Charm. I should seriously just go out tonight, Randomly grab a guy, Date him and go steady with him. Since i love today and today's date so much. WTH WTH WTH! I feel darn F up. Shit.
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That's when i love you.
Monday, August 4, 2008
I knew this day would come.
Where we would become total strangers.
D's gone, Dear friends, D's gone.
Forever and ever.
He's not talking, not having any reactions with me anymore.
How good can life be then?
Saturday had NDP with bro.
Didnt cam whore or snap many shots thanks to that short-lifed batteries in the cam.
Fireworks were beautiful though.
Absolutely charming.
The Black Knights were awesome as well.
With the dedicated heart, NDP was then worth the trip.
Goodie bags this yr was so so.
Nothing much except for the vouchers.
Neways, I would still wanna thank PP for those awesome views for Fireworks!
N the Tics! HEARTS!
Sunday was a long day.
Nailed my nails with Xiao mei.
Look out for the pics.
For now,
I aint in any mood to blog.
D, hair, life, health... blah blah blah.
MILLIONS of stuff getting me vexed.
How am i suppose to move on?
Labels: D., Nailed Nails, National Day Preview
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Simai, Simai, Simai!
Friday, August 1, 2008
 HARPI BURDATE, SIMAI DEARIE!
Dear girl,
as you hit 16 tonight,
I hope you cherish your youth,
Continue to serve and give Him the best you can offer.
Rock on and stay haut!
It's party time!
Nc16s would get easy for you.
However, beware what you watch!
Hah! Hah! Hah!
My birthday wishes to you is to see you getting awesome grades for O's.
VJ, there Simai Go!
Heart you lots, babe!
Once again, HARPI BURPDATE!!!
Smile lots lots wors. LOL.
I hate ah lian language.
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