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Pumkin pie for Dee.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
 I want to hold your hand.
DEE DEE DEE!
LOL.
I must be crazy now.
Everyone's in love.
I mean everyone.
Except for my "dear" and me.
D's cold. As usual.
He got a little better recently,
But, still cold.
I showed him the secret between me and him.
I wonder does he still remember not.
Break the news about dropping studies.
Everyone's shocked!
Is it really that horrible?
I expected it, and knew i would have to face these critics.
Well, Whatever it is,
I hope D will just be there for me.
D, i hope you are reading this.
You know what's going on.
Really, u do.
Plus. To S.P,
you are equally important to me.
As a dear friend.
I brought you out of your agony,
and i dont expect you to fall right back to the same old trap.
Please. She's so over!
So so so darn over!
Life will still be going on,
be it with her, or not.
I want you to learn to be strong.
One day i may pass away.
I cant be there for u always.
The one thing i want to see from you,
is INDEPENDENCE.
Learn to learn the hard way.
That's what i did.
You give me courage.
You grant me guts.
You bless me with the will to fight all odds.
SO! I hope,
I am the one, that is providing you the motivation power to live on.
D, dont get me wrong here.
S.P is like a sister to me.
OH GOSH!
Whatever whatever whatever!
What the hell am i blogging?
It's getting so out of sense.
Full of pathetic nonsense.
Aiya! Life is sucky.
Life's chaos!
CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS!
My brother is MENOPAUSING right now.
Super sickening.
I miss D uber badly.
AND! I miss Charm, Cheng, Kayla, S.P, PP, Jas equally as well.
AIYA! I sometimes wish i can teleport and appear beside everyone.
I heart all of you. So much so much!
Especially, C and D.
HEEE HEEE HEEEE!
Tell you a secret tonight.
I laid my heart to D.
Single sided love. ]:
I want to write him a love song.
In the break of the dawn.
God, please grant my midnight wish to come true again.
Make him call me at 1 plus am.
Just let me hear his voice,
for i miss him till the end...
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